I have had the opportunity to do some deep learning lately. There have been a lot of events that have presented themselves to me which were definitely not part of what I had planned out for my life. After hearing of yet another "opportunity for learning" my life lessons I had to really stop and ponder what it was the universe wanted me to learn.
After quite some time and a lot of quiet reflection it occured to me that I am not asking deeper questions of myself and of the people I am meeting. If I don't ask the tough questions then I wont' get the tough answers...I won't get to the truth of it all...Truth is messy sometimes that's for sure.
The problem though, lies in the hiding of the truth. If you don't uncover the complete issue and face the complete issue then the "thing" whatever "it" is hasn't been resolved.
It's easy to sweep things under the rug..to not ask too deeply and think that all is wel. But that's just not the case. All I was doing was masking the issues and hoping that "it" would just settle itself.
No such luck...or maybe that is the luck of it all.
In asking the deeper questions I am uncovering truths and untruths that I have been telling mySELF.
This is a difficult time but I can already see that it is a time of great learning and an opportunity to carry more wisdom forward on my journey.
What about you? Do you ask the tough questions?
Living la vida fearless, Jan

It's raining again....in Toronto...We have had such a wet spring and the odd part of it is that most of the time the rain falls during the weekend. The time when most people are off from their weekly jobs and wanting to get things done. My next door neighbour was discussing the fact that it had rained most weekends for the last couple of months and that it was raining because he was off work. My reply to him was to go back to work so that the rest of us could enjoy the sunshine. Sounded like it was all his fault we were having such lousy weather. All this rain got me thinking though. What do you do when it rains? If you had plans and then they get spoiled by rain what's next? Me, I write, practise guitar, go visit friends and make some nice meals. There are times when I go out for a walk just because I am so tired of being inside for too long....What about you? What do you do? Does rain spoil your plans? Living la vida fearless, Jan